Erg.... -twitch-
Journal Entry: Wed Nov 14, 2007, 8:23 PM
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Emotional - Listening to: John Barrowman; 'Anything Goes'
Rawr....
Life has been....hectic. But, hectic's not the right word for it. Confusing? Yes, confusing works. First, I've been feeling quite under the weather all week, with throbbing head-aches, horrible stomach aches and all together stress revolving around my future and plans for college and beyond. And that greatly disturbs me, I'm only in bloomin' 8th grade! Yet, it's constant nagging about what I'm going to do for the REST OF MY LIFE when I work. I get good grades, even in math, which I'm always fretting about, though I'm told it's unnecessary, so why am I worrying? I have no idea, it's just another thing dragging me down.
Next, family matters. Slowly but surely I'm detaching from the normal 'family unit' of mine. -__-; It's not even intended either! They, are hyped up over golf and everything that revolves around it, and are ALWAYS gone to go play, leaving me to my own devices. Family time? Ya, they seriously call it that. I've expressed my dislike for it, and have inquired about doing other things, but they just go off on their own. Also, recently I've been told that my grandparents are coming to stay for 3 WEEKS, apparently it just popped up one day in conversation. So I'm going to be kicked out of my own room and I'll have to share the ATTIC with my SISTER for 3 weeks, most of my winter break. Which means I'll have NO access to my books, beanies, clothes, etc. at all. And the attic? Has no heating. Great. -__-;
I've been really emotional and testy, and during dinner tonight I nearly broke out crying because my brother mentioned the end of 'The Last of the Timelords', beginning to yell about regenerating and 'it's only a bullet'.
There's alot of other things going on as well, but I won't bore you with that crap. I feel stupid enough already bitching about this.